we're only human

this stupid cold sore is taking over my life

everytime i eat it hurts

everytime i move my mouth it hurts

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY ITS BEEN LIKE 4 DAYS ;_____;

oh my god

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things currently on my mind

• grades, can i have a miracle and make all my grades become A’s.. like please
• will i be able to understand this math stuff T__T i got a 2.5/14 on my quiz Q___Q
• research essay IF I DO GOOD, it will boost up my history grade
• 12 days of school! WOOHOOO
• have to do mucho homework
• im actually improving on flute I CAN ACTUALLY COUNT RHYTHM NOW
• why hasnt sjys sent me anything, they better have got my registration form or im going to be so sad ;_;
• why couldnt starbucks have my favorite frap, i dont really like the java chip,
  oh yeah if anyones reading this, safeway starbucks have this 2$ off thing according to my mom ^_^
• i should do my homework…..
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last weeks of school are so stressful

teachers are cramming stuff (okay maybe just math) and its really a lot of work and its confusing and asdgkjf

im really not smart

i cant

band final! 052312

• went to free breakfast award thing ^_^ om nom free food
• kinda boring, came with free candy though yummy
• BAND FINAL AAAHH
• i went in, and he was like “im impressed with your section, the flutes did played really solid” i was happy
• so i rushed a few scales, not too noticeable though heh
• piece went okay, 1st mvt i went faster than i wanted, 2nd mvt, i think my rhythm was funky. oh well. then he went on, on saying how i should diminuendo the last notes because im “becoming an advanced player” o-o
  i ran out of breath on one of the endings so i think he noticed it.. T_T
• sightreading lol apparently i took it like cut time.. cause everyone took it way slower than me.. i mean i thought it was faster cause it said allegro awk..
• he said 9 of the 12 people that auditioned today went over 90% yay!
• i asked him later, and apparently 2 of the freshman flutes beat 2 of our wind ensemblers and played way better than the other sophomore flutes ): i think i know they are.. but i wanted my friend in symphonic band to make it :/
• we’ll see, maybe there was a mistake of something..
• tofu house om nom
• time for

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052212

• friends liked my essay
  I KNOW they said it was good i feel happy ^_^
• chem test.. ): 73% freaking percent… im so disappointed aghkdsjgsd i thought i did better this frfeafakjds sucks. my grade sucks, im so freaking stupid
• band final tomorrow, i must do well so i can get first chair, but if i dont get it oh well.